Yesterday
Yesterday should’ve never becameEvery twist equaling out to an unseen fate
I can’t believe I didn’t suspect a thing
I should know better, but now it’s too late
I caused you pain unintended
I tore my own heart out in the process
I caused you tears, hate, suffering
Everytime we are together…it’s always my fault
You cried tossing under the blanket
As I sat in the corner watching
My tear soaked hair blurring my watery vision
Noting how much pain I really do bring
If only I could go back to yesterday
Wipe the slate clean; change the events
So many stupid things I did to you and me
I wish I could just end my failure of a life
Hurting you so much I tried to make us even
You stopped my self-destruction without a second thought
Making me realize I don’t deserve your kindness
Your loving words only making me more distraught
I always end up hurting those I love
No matter if they are friend, family, or foe
Yesterday I wish would disappear
Now I know my true feelings must remain caged in
You say no one deserves to die
Well you are wrong on so many levels
My death would stop all the pain
So maybe I should finally say goodbye
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