Numbly Aware

I never thought it possible,
To be numbly aware.

To sit here all day & not know how you feel inside but you can't ignore your senses going wild.

I got in the shower, because I was in shock.
I never felt the sting so good.

Inside was numb but outside was on high alert.

Hot water stung painfully before was now a sweet release from everything.

When I was done I could feel each water droplet all over my body.

All slowly going down my body.

I couldn't anything inside though, I was still numbly aware.

Part of me is in fear of when I come out.

The pain will hurt no doubt.

How will I deal. I'm struggling not to kill my promises.

Poem by Neche_Girl8

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