I am Fake?
I must be the worst sister in the worldI know you wouldn’t tell me if I were.
I tell you I always miss you
But in reality I’m not.
Half the time I do.
Half the time not even her.
It’s the absence of her.
Half the time I want her gone,
The other half I’m not sure…
Why?
Why?
My wishes would scar her.
She’s already scarred.
My dreams would kill her…
But she’s already dead.
On the inside, anyway.
I never wanna say goodbye,
But it hurts sometimes
Willing to give anything for the past,
Even if it means destroying the present.
Some people don’t know their own strength,
My fear is I won’t know my own weakness.
I promise one thing
No matter what…
I really do love you.
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