Eternal Darkness
I'm just sitting here typing.Yells in the back ground.
No1 knows what my secret wish is.
I know I only hurt you when i hurt me,
But i can't stop.
I want it more.
I cant just sit here.
I need to know I'm alive.
I can't tell trough all the numbness.
Please... you have to help me.
Save me from the nothing I have become.
I can't stand it.
I need to cut or to do something.
I need to know I'm alive,
But I'm scarred.
I don't want to hurt them.
You have to know,
I don't want this...
I need it.
Its all i know.
I need this to end.
Ppl say they know,
Maybe they do,
But how did they get out of this
Eternal darkness.
Its surrounding me,
Suffocating me.
Every time i think i see the light,
I get close to it,
and it disappears.
I don't want to be here,
Yet I feel i need to.
The gun I long for,
Yet i hold myself back.
How much longer I can resist,
I don't know.
I need help.
I can feel myself slipping,
as I reach for anything.
The Eternal darkness is stronger than you think.
The light is all gone,
and i can't see in front of my face.
I don't want to hurt you,
So please.
Please!
Don't let the darkness get me...
Save me from this
Eternal darkness.
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