Used & Broken
Being used...A hurtful and mean thing to do. Has this ever happened to you?
I'm sure it has...
It happens to everyone.
Isn't it being used so much fun?
Toy with your feelings and most of all your heart,
and then when you finally figured it out, you'll just feeling like your being torned apart.
A wave of pain would wash over you every freaking time,
and the more I become like a mime.
Secretive and silent,
waiting to to do something so violent.
Feed the monster within me by saying more hurtful things,
while your at it, why don't you use me?
Use me...
Say hurtful things...
That's it, your almost there....
The monster within me is almost free...
Don't you see what your doing to me?
I never wanted the monster to be let free!
But it's too late now...
You said your words to break me down,
and then you leave me here to drown.
This is what you planed from the very start,
and now look! This is where you will finally part.
After you used me for your selfish needs,
my heart now bleeds...
I believe the words you told me....
'I love you.' Weren't those the words you said?
Believing all those shit you said... Now I'm wishing that I was dead...
Please stop this pain....
Let me go back to being sane!
You have no idea what kind of demon I contain.
A heartless demon... Waiting to be set free.
How could this be?
I tried so hard not to let monster within me win.
And now look at it as it shows it's evil grin!
His patience is wearing thin....
How can I control this demon within?
I grab for the knife preparing to end my life.
The demon within me screams, 'You idiot! Put down that knife!'
But I blocked out it's voice,
This is my final choice.
Save the people from my demon's wrath,
this is my life of path.
I plunged the knife within me, while the demon within me screamed, 'Noo!'
I'm going to miss all the people I know, but I'd rather have them live than die,
So with my last breath I would like to say, 'Good Bye...'
(C) 2009, Mary Grace Danica Casiryan Anciado
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