Barely Alive and Dead Inside
I've realized lately,As I stay up at night,
That I'll always be loving you,
And I won't let go anytime soon,
Nothing had happened,
Only a friendship that still lasts,
With it's rough roller coaster ride,
This is all that'll remain,
Staying the same,
I know you feel the same too,
Think about us like I do,
Can't sleep at nihgt,
Wishing you could hold me tight,
But I slowly start to slip away,
The more we stay like this,
I refuse to leave,
Can't breath of think without you,
Killing my insides,
Numbing my mind,
Slowly making me die,
You tried to change,
To fit my ways,
But it never worked out,
And you stayed the same
I want to loose myself,
Make my own change,
A small sacrafice in my morals,
Just so I can be with you,
But I know,
That I'm too afraid,
Of loosing you if it ended to soon,
So now I stand,
Barely Alive,
And dead inside...
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