I Miss You

You disappeared
And now I'm gone
As far away as you
For if you aren’t there
I cannot
Simply
Cannot
Continue as I am
I miss you
So much
It feels as though
There is a black hole
Sucking up all vestiges of hope
Where my heart should be
I miss you
Sometimes I feel like
I just want to drift away
Disappear as you have
And fly away on the wind
I miss you
The day
I realized you weren’t coming back
Was the day that I knew
That it just won’t
Return to normal
Nothing is sane without you
Ironic I know
But true
I miss you
Sometimes
So much it hurts
I miss you
So much
There is really no way to tell you
I'm not all that good with words
Even though
I spend my time
Pouring my heart out
Page after page
So while I can’t really tell you
I'm going to try
Sitting here
I want to break apart
Into little grains of sand
And drift away
I want to rip my heart out
Just to see
If it’ll stop hurting me
I miss you
I know it isn’t all that eloquent or precise
But I miss you
More than I can say

Poem by A1piedragon

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