Numb
Trying to relax,But I can’t feel the tension,
Headaches and self-pity does nothing for you,
Just sends you spiralling downwards.
Blackness ahead with no meaning at all,
You mumble,
Stumble,
Then crumble.
You block out pathetic comforts,
Left in a world so hideous and lonely,
You’re bleeding out your pain,
Through tears of acid and blood.
Darling dry your eyes and rest your head,
Don’t tell me you’re sorry,
You did nothing wrong,
Close your eyes and forgive yourself.
Mistakes tattoo this world,
A contribute that I have made,
I can’t undo what’s wrong,
Just try and kill the problems.
I’m just soggy from pain,
Blurry eyed and delirious,
Just stuck in my continuous thinking,
Nothing left to feel.
Darling dry your eyes and rest your head,
Don’t tell me you’re sorry,
You did nothing wrong,
Close your eyes and forgive yourself.
Mindless chaos and nightmares,
Surround everything you once loved,
Now all you can do is blink back tears,
Try and keep it together.
Don’t feel worthless or pathetic,
Lay down your head and rest forever,
Apathetic thoughts and messy words,
A hate for the world you created.
Darling dry your eyes and rest your head,
Don’t tell me you’re sorry,
You did nothing wrong,
Close your eyes and forgive yourself.
What’s the point in trying to fix,
Everything that is wrong,
If all you do is drown in your sorrow,
Blame yourself for every verse and line.
Give it up,
There’s no more point,
Everyone let it get this way,
Why care if they do not?
The world is broken and can’t be fixed,
Sets off tears and hollow emotions,
They said they would fix our problems,
They fed us lies and empty promises.
Why does no one see what I can see?
Why does no one give a shit about the way we’re going down?
Why am I crying right now over something so lost?
Why do I feel like this at all?
Q’s without A’s,
Ideas made only with imagination,
We’re all living a sad dream,
We’re all living a sad nightmare.
You may be okay with it, no problems at all,
But I’ve opened my eyes to this disaster,
Seen what monsters control it,
It saddens me so.
I made myself at home in this nest of disease,
Now I can’t save myself,
I’m lost with a broken heart,
Nothing running through my veins, just numbness.
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