You Know

You know that

I might smile,
I might cry,
I might bleed,
I might lie.

You guess that

I’m ok,
I’m having a good ride,
I’m not dying,
I’m not faking.

You don’t know that

I hate it really,
I cry myself to sleep,
I just can’t bare it any longer,
I hate being away from you.

I can barely understand it myself,
I ask questions which have no answers,
I keep my head down and bare this smile.

I’m not happy,
I’m just trying to be.

I’m not sad,
I’m just trying to tell you I’m not ok.

I’m not part of the clique,
I’m just me.

You know that

I can’t hold on forever,
I will always look to you,
I shall never let you go,
I will never give up my fight.

You guess that

I’m hiding something important,
I hide myself away,
I’m lying to you now,
I hate myself for that.

You don’t know that

You are right…

Poem by PomPam

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