Mind and soul elixer
I sit in the dark and think about all thats going on in my life like my single desperate stay at home mom and my best friend whos to busy to talk to me after school or even hang out with me even though she loves me like her sister. And all the people who say there your friends and then forget yoir name the next or talk to you cause you have something that they want .and as i blood stained tear falls i decide that im sick of the facade that im constantly putting up for everyone it hurts to much and im slipping through the cracks plus people are getting furious but i dont care anymore im going to do what ive been wanting to do and as i take the blade slive my wrist with all my power i get a funny warm feeling and go numb . But i wont scream or make a sound because now that i feel this way i never want to go back i love feelimg free and released and honestly this is what i needed; i wanted something to get rid of that wreched pain and thats what it did and i am greatful for it ; and what is this you may ask ... Its the elixer of my mind and soul and now that my paon is replaced with better painI dont care what anyone says im not going back!
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