Just have to wonder

I wonder
can my life fill with things other the pain?
can I have something else to gain?
why, whenever I think about this, my color drains?
is there more to life then cutting to my veins?

I wonder
is there someone out there that can help me?
if sometimes you can just break free
if I can find somewhere else to be
if my soul is shut and locked, where is this key?

I wonder
how other people cope with being alone
if you can get of your throne,
and realize that I don't want to be on my own
if I'll ever come out of the "safe" zone

some times you just have to wonder

Poem by Hidden-Behind-Scars

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