Look At What You've Done...
He's the reason why I want to die.It's all because of that one stupid guy...
Here I am crying,
slowly inching closer to dying.
Why do I feel this way?
Is this the price that I need to pay?
On that fateful day,
I went out of my way.
I went up to him and said 'Hi',
our time together just kept on passing by.
I fell in love with him,
and now the chances of me living are slim.
We haven't talked since,
hearing his name would always make me wince.
I don't know what made it this way;
I seriously don't know what to say.
I don't know who to trust anymore,
I keep to myself with all these images of bloody gore.
Minutes and seconds pass by,
and all I'm still wondering is why?
Why are we splitting apart?
Do you know what this is doing to my heart?
Of course you don't,
you don't see the pain is hurting me right to the very bone.
It is you that own my heart...
But you don't know that you’re tearing me apart.
You’re tearing me to pieces until I can't take it anymore.
You ripped my heart to the very core,
and then you just throw it on the floor.
Am I being a bore?
It like I'm only a toy you bought at the store.
I'm tired of being used;
my heart is tired of being abused.
You seriously don't know what you’re doing to me,
I laugh at your hearing for you can't hear my plea.
You leave me here to die,
and all I do is just wonder why...
I just can't accept it;
it’s too hard to admit.
The pain turns numb;
don't you see what I've become?
I have the gun in hand;
all of this is too hard to understand.
I put the gun at the side of my head;
the room is now covered in bloodshed.
The bullet went through,
and I did it all for you.
Before I took my life away,
I wrote something on the wall that I wanted to say.
I cut my finger and wrote on the wall,
what I wrote probably won't matter to you at all.
But that doesn’t matter;
I had put what I wanted to say.
'Look at what I did;
it is me that I got rid.
I loved you alot,
but I guess you loved me not.
You used me to your own personal games,
why did you do this James?
You know that I loved you alot,
you meant the whole world to me.
I guess you were too blind to see,
what you really meant to me.
I love you,
but I guess you didn't have a single clue that you knew.
Good bye forever,
I was blind to see that you were too clever.
But now you won't ever hear from me,
because in Hell is the only place I'm supposed to be.'
(C) Mary Grace Danica Casiryan Anciado
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