My Love For Him Is Just Too Hard To Ignore...
You feel like your chest is in pain...It means that a heartless personality will be yours to gain.
You used to be such a caring person,
but now that the pain has worsen
you're turning into a heartless person.
But it's not your fault,
you've tried to keep your heart in a really secured vault,
but I guess someone got in and did an assault.
Too caring... Too forgiving...
Is that all your going to do while living?
It's life,
so have fun.
Be cruel, be nice,
but be careful when you have to pay the price.
Sharing is caring?
What if it's pain that your sharing?
Life is so fucked up,
so get bottles and bottles of beer and sup!
Drink the pain away,
even if it's just for today.
Be laid back and care-free,
but don't forget how caring good can be.
I don't really know what to say anymore,
my love for him is just too hard to ignore...
I love him alot,
I really thought
that we would be together till the end,
but I guess today was really the end.
I'm not even sure if we're friends...
My heart probably will never mend...
I was stupid to do that.
On the wall are the splatters of my blood,
while the rest of them are on the floor around me causing a flood.
I'm sorry for what I've done...
What lies in my hand is a gun...
My time with you was very special and fun,
but what I did cannot be undone...
'I'm sorry' were the last words that I had said,
before I took my own life away and greatly bled...
(C) Mary Grace Danica Casiryan Anciado
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