My Pain
My throat tightens,as the light from Heaven only brightens.
This is what you wanted right?
Struggling myself to live night after night?
Wishing this pain would finally end,
letting my heart mend and mend.
But sadly it won't...
You have no idea who much you meant to me...
You probably didn't even know you hold the key!
I'm hurt...
I knew I should have been more alert!
But, no!
I just have to fucking say, 'Hello'
Why didn't I keep away,
to save all my troubles one day.
I curl up into a ball,
sitting at the corner of the wall.
With my finger cut and bleeding,
I write on the wall wondering if someday someone will be reading...
'Good bye...
I hope your happy that I'm about to die.
I know that I sure am,
It's my own life that I'm about to damn.'
Don't worry and cry because I'm gone...
Ugh! What am I seriously on?!
I used to be so caring,
but now its seems that there's alot of people that I'm scaring.
I'm sorry that I became this way,
wearing a mask each and everyday...
Hiding my true emotion,
to try and prevent any commotion.
I'm losing blood really fast,
but I'm happy that my life have been some what a blast.
A puddle of blood around me start to form...
Hoping that you don't find me while my blood is still warm...
Good Bye...
(C) Mary Grace Danica Casiryan Anciado
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