Dying.
What I know,Remains underneath my soul.
I’ve become numb,
And I don’t see like I use to, at all.
My body shakes uncontrollably.
I don’t have a clue to what’s going on.
I’ve been smoking cigarettes.
Watching my throat bleed,
And having my heart scream.
I’m stuck in this chamber of depression,
And I struggle with not eating.
I can’t explain these feelings.
I feel lost in this life,
And is it really worth putting up a fight?
I’m alone,
And I know I can’t do this on my own.
But the one I truly love isn’t here.
I’m always putting a smile on the outside,
Acting like everything is fine.
No one realizes the lies.
And on the inside, I’m really truly dying.
Doesn’t anyone see?
I’m killing myself,
And there is no way I can flee.
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