the day you said goodbye

when you said that last goodbye
my heart broke even more
when you told me you didnt love me
my heart flew away
it couldnt take the pain anymore

i dont understand wot happened to us
i dont understand why we're not a we anymore
i really really dont.
you said you'd love me till your last breath
did you die and come back?

you said forever and always
did the earth end and not tell me
becos i dont feel like i'm living life
i feel like i'm living an existance.
I'm lookin in on life from the outside

who new pain like this existed?
cos i turely never didnt!
who knew that you'd leave me in the blink of a eye
that you'd last your last and final goodbye
with no tears leaving you eyes

just yesterday we where having a laugh
we were happy and together
how things can change in a split second
who knew my smile would turn upside down
to a sad and morbid frown

i didnt even have a chance to catch my breath
you blew me away with your harsh words
you knocked me down from wot you'd built me up to
but i cant help but still love you
and still wont you in my life

my dearest, i want to tell you, i still love you
how much you mean to me
that i'd honestly do anything for you
that i'll make you smile again
but my words seem to be stuck

i know this is going to be hard
because you dont love me anymore
you dont care about me
deep down i wonder if you ever did
if you ever loved me, did you?

i really dont wont to let go
but i know deep down i have to
so with a tear in my eye
and a blade to my wrist
this is my last and final goodbye

I love you

Poem by FallenAngell

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