Sorry Mom.

Look what you’ve done.
You’ve made my heart broken.
And you wonder why I never open up to you.

You never made me strong, you only tore me down.
You never made me smile, you only caused frowns.
Your lies were fed to me, for over a decade.
It’s hard for anyone to save me

I’ve been bent, and almost broken.
I have three words that need to be spoken.
‘I hate you’ is what I need to say.
God, I wish you would love me for once. I pray.

have I sinned enough to be left behind?
Look what you’ve done to me mom,
you’ve hurt me inside,
Yet you cant see, that you’ve never let me shine.

I’m sorry for every bad thing I’ve ever done or said.
I’ve cried myself to sleep so many times in my bed,
Yet you never cared.

These scars on my wrists,
Come from all the times you were pissed.
And you attacked me for everything everyone else did.

You said ‘we both god mad’ are you serious?
I cant believe you said that.
I said I was sorry but I never meant it, I never forgave you, for
every time you called me demented.

I know I’ll never be your favorite child.
I know that one day you’ll start to miss me after a while.
But don’t, because once I’m gone,
And left with Raychelle, I’m never coming back.
It might sound hateful, but its not.
So forget me. And ill forget I ever looked up to you a lot.

Poem by I Killed A Roman

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