Awake

I feel as we are here
I'm not sure how real this is
I wonder if my heart is still beating
Am I healed or am I wounded

I seem to be imagining things
I want to feel the pain I imagine
I want to know how it feels
I can imagine but is it real

I'm not insane
I'm not crazy
I just need help
Not so much
Just enough

I wonder if I am sleeping
I find myself falling
Wake up! Wake up!
Is it a dream?

I want to think of this as a dream
The world spinning around me
Not noticing it or caring about it
Why do I seem to be wanting everything
All the small insignificant little things

I can not think about what to say
All I know is that I can't stand this day
Help me be awake
It's like a nightmare in reality
but a realistic thought of insanity

Am I awake
Is this a dream
Am I insane
I am about to break

Poem by HoLy-AdA

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