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Whispering...

I guess it's stupid,
Holding onto things that are old,
Things that changed my life,
Made me stronger...weaker.

Inside my head,
I'm shooting myself for doing it,
Every message you sent,
That one amazing convo...

That was the first of many,
Maybe too many then it should have been,
But yet you made me feel great,
You made me grow up.

All that time ago,
And now look where we are,
Your still miles and miles away,
And yet I'm still sat here...in love.

You may have moved on so much,
But yet I just can't,
You make my heart beat faster,
Just by looking at your picture.

You had gone that dark and gloomy time,
Yet to you everything came out for the better,
I wished every night you'd come back,
Even prayed for the first time...

I knew nothing would have happened,
But yet I held in hope it would,
I hoped you'd hear my plea,
My crys for you to come back.

The month went on,
You didn't come back,
That burning feeling was subsiding,
I was pulling through, pulling myself up.

You came back but 20 days later,
I never knew how hard it was going to hit,
I flew to the ground,
Staring at your pic again...it wasn't true??

I typed to you, and you replied back,
My heart actually skipped a beat,
Yet you wouldn't know that,
I'd keep it hidden, you'll never find out.

No matter where you go,
No matter where you are,
I have fallen for you,
Even if you'll never fall the same way.

Maybe one day,
I'll be wrapped in those arms,
Your strong arms, with you whispering to me,
Whispering I'm safe,
Whispering you'll never run away,
Whispering you'll be here forever...

T.L
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Poem by Broken_Elli