Gone forever
I hear the rain as it falls down onto my broken worldI hear the wind as it makes more damage that is already done
carrying everything i had left with it
i see the children holding hand with there fathers
knowing mine is gone forever and there is nothing i can do about it
i see the smiles that my friends hold on there faces
knowing i have to fake mine or face questions on why i am less than happy
i remember your smile how it could make any bad seem so transparent
I remember how you held me from the day i was born to the day that you died
I regret ever saying i hate you not knowing you had only a few more days left
I fear that the tears the pain and the sadness will never go away
I cant tell if i am crying or if it is the rain showering over my head
why is it that i cant forget that day when you stopped breathing
when it's the only thing i hate to remember about you
why am i left here alone why did you leave me
how can i be so sad to remember the one person that made me truly happy
everything is so distant now, to far to touch
happiness was once a reality but now just a faded memory
i cant help but say that part of me that made my life worth living went with you, the day you died
i kills me to think that no matter how much i want it you cant come back
no doctor no surgeon could save you you were far fast gone
you always told me to live like i was dying
so unaware you should have been saying that to yourself
i feel like this is my fault like i could of stopped this
i know you wouldn't want me to be sad but the only thing that made me happy was you
Daddy,
I love you
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