Mistake.
As i look up at the grey skies i think of what i used to have.I had freedom, I had purpose, I had you.
Now as i lay here it seemes easier not to breath.
I haven't breathed properly since you left me.
The memories send shudders rippling through my body.
They send a dam of tears swelling up in my eyes.
But i have to be strong.
I dont have you, so i'm trying to do the best with what i do have.
I dont want to fall back into that mindless state of greiving and loss.
No, i wont. We both made mistakes. Yours being the most costly.
You took yourself away from me, taking my heart and soul with you.
Sometimes it seems easier not to care.
But i know when i do that i'll move on, and that seems unbearable.
Take me away, somewhere i can be free.
Somewhere i can try not to care.
A place i can let myself fall apart, and you'll catch me in your angels arms.
Oh, your angels arms.
The memories pain me more than seeing your face.
The difference being that Memories are happy, you're not.
The memories have stayed with me. You didn't.
Mistake after Mistake you lured me in. I knew i should stop but i didn't.
Mistake after Mistake you ruined my life, and you didn't even regret it.
As i lay here, letting the rain wash everything away i want to start over knew, but i know that my life still has no purpose without you.
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