I'm Lost In The Tears That I Cry

He's in my mind eyeryday.
It make it harder for the pain to go away.
I faked a smile,
And I held back the tears in my eye's.
I used happiness as my disguise.

My 'friends' make everything alot worse.
They just dont seem to care,
and that really hurts.
I'm lost in the tears i cry,

And eachday my soul slowly dies.
One day i may give up in life.
Every night I ask god, 'why?'.