Knight in shining armor
Angels, angels in the skyHelping those in need all through the night.
But why oh why,
Is my angel nowhere in sight ?
Can't no one see my streaming tears ?
Will no one be my knight in shining armor?
Will I have a savior to fight away all my fears ?
Will I have no charmer?
You said the struggles would stop,
You promised I'd get my life back.
You told me the looks would drop,
You said I'd get a hug instead of a smack.
Vaguely the red lines leak streams of the red wine,
Intimidating the scars scream out in tears.
Melodramatically the sways of the razor and skin entwine,
Passionately the hearts whispers it's saddening fear.
Plot after plot the crimes die out old,
Shout beyond shout the arguments seem meaningless.
Death anon death the bodies freeze a freezing cold,
Affair upon affair the sex becomes teasing-less.
Pity me, be disgusted with me,
It really won't matter in the end.
You never truly knew how I could be,
You were never really a caring friend.
You'll never know the tricks my mind played,
How I would see my life through White pupils.
How my actions were always delayed,
How my vision was always in quadruples.
Could you not see how my eyes would twitch ?
How I would be pulled from my mind and placed in a box?
How my eyes would always be a red itch?
How they would change into a blood thirsty fox?
Never had you catches me talking to myself?
Indeed I was always so quiet and shy.
But dear god, have you never seen my delph?
Never once heard my psychotic battle cry?
Surely you've seen it,
If not, then why am I in the hospital?
Why won't you just admit,
That it's your fault I'm in the most locked up institution in the capital?
I'll forgive you,
Now that I have no control over my bodies thrown.
Instead I am stuck in my own venomous flu,
That will shatter and break my every bone.
Nurses will be my new family,
Stray jackets will be my parents.
Psychos will be my pep rally,
As the needles will be my lover carence.
So here I lye, in my blasphemy bed,
Where white and metal straps are my only harmer.
Until death will I remain in this room only letting my bloodshot tears to shed,
For I am still waiting for my knight in shining armor.
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