The Special Cloud

Since a few weeks
Drugs rule my world
And since confidence leaks,
Everything simply hurts.

Without a doubt, since a few weeks,
Everything that matters lacks reality.

The Relationship I'm in
I throw into the can
While staring after you.
The way you move...
Who cares that I'm with...

Who?

The education I'm getting,
I throw in the can
While drinking life away.
The way I feel...
I want it every night
And each and every day.

Without a doubt, since a few weeks
Everything I feel lacks vivacity.

I want to feel that my life
Is alive.

But the path I chose
may not be the right.

Since a few weeks,
I could not care less.
All that matters is myself.
The way I lose every hold and every sense
When I'm out, forgetting all those doubts,
When I'm up on this special cloud.

I want to feel that my life
Is alive.

Poem by Schach-Matt.

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