Unnoticed In The Mist
I’m drowning in my sorrow,I just want to go to sleep,
Achieve happiness before tomorrow;
Forget how my wounds have grown so deep.
In this ocean of brilliant blue
I struggle against the waves,
Remember how I flew;
How I wasted endless days
Laughing, crying;
Emotions dying;
Eating me inside.
Terror, pain;
A pitiless game;
Where fear and death reside.
I fight my tears;
They ignite my fears;
Quickening the oceans rise.
I try to swim;
But the water’s within;
Already its drowned out my cries.
My emotionless guise
Dies before the hollow skies,
As the panic burns out my eyes.
As the angel flies,
She says her goodbyes ;
At the moment my own angel dies.
The cruelty of life;
The inevitable strife,
I watch the knife
As it marries my arm its wife.
If heaven is perfect,
Then why are you here?
You make us all so wretched,
Yet we hold you so dear.
But you’ll never notice,
And this is my sea;
A sea of disregard,
In your head about me.
To you I’m just colourless;
Another shade of grey
Amongst all the darkness,
Yet you look to the day.
I wish I could leave behind all my sorrow,
Enter a world of endless sleep
Where the dawn rides high on every morrow;
Where the rivers and valleys run true and deep.
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