Criminal

So hopeless and declared as useless
She has no idea how to get out of this mind-set
She’s so tired of the anger
The confusion
She’s blinded by her agony
So not worthy of friendship
Go ahead, keep ripping out undefined pieces of her
Her reflection is a crime
Every glance in the mirror and she sees the truth
The person she could never figure out:
The fragile tears fall from her eyes and crash against the rain
Smash against the ground
The shame that couldn’t wash away
The pain that just couldn’t fade away
She breaks just like the glass in the mirror
Falls to pieces
Her hope shatters too
She picks up the pieces, too small to put anything back together
Big enough to tear her apart
Watching the blood spill
Watching her wounds unveil
Her sin is her sorrow
Always wishing for a better tomorrow
Her world unraveling
She can’t stop being herself
Can’t stop the way people react to her logic
Everything she does is a crime
Because people tend to hate the words that escape her lips
The fury that breaks out of her pen
The paper that rips
And the screams that she suppresses
The rage she’s not ready to confess
Her real self, breaking in the mirror is under arrest
Her life is a failing project
Because her presence isn’t worth projecting
People over react to her imagination
Is she rude?
Or is she just being cool?
These questions penetrate her head
She just wishes everyone was dead
So she’s a mistake
She’s the one you love to hate
She can’t let the rage go
What do you do when agony is the only friend you know?
Her tears create a pool of fragile emotions
She bathes in her empathy
Washing away all the shame
Shame of yesterday
The shit that clouded her way
She’s in misery
Choking her and defining her
If only she could deny every part of her
Does she lie behind the broken mirror?
Does she fall into her own self-pity river?
Does she hide against the rain ?
And blend in with the falling time?
The snow that covers her hollow eyes
She can’t see what she could never even dream to believe
The truth that scares her clean in the dark
The secrets that fill her soul and break her heart.

Poem by VicodinxFreak

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