But what am I to you?
Tonight I want to cry,I want to let out all the pain, the anger and the frustration pent up inside of me,
I want to be able to breathe again,
To speak again, no more lies that push me farther and farther away from the truth, my reality,
I won’t live with the pain of my past, not after today,
I need to find reason for all my mistakes,
Tonight I’m going to change; my heart will no longer be burdened with sadness,
I can’t take it anymore,
I can’t take the memories of you and me,
The lies that have been thrown at me, that I consumed and believed,
I never want to see your face again,
because if I do I know I’ll crumble,
Into a million tiny pieces,
I don’t think I could put back together my shattered frame without losing a part of who I am,
I miss you, but I can’t help but hate you,
You were a part of me,
And now I don’t feel whole anymore,
Each day I ache for that part of you in my heart,
But you’re not there,
It’s never going to be the same,
I was once happy,
You left me and I cried,
I couldn’t smile, I couldn’t dream,
Even though I still miss you,
I’ve been okay without you,
I can breathe again;
I can see the world as it’s meant to be again,
You’re just a memory in my past,
But what am I to you?
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