In those few moments
& in those few special moments.....when the sky turns the whole world into an exotic place by being a beautiful medley of colors....
I looked up and realized that no matter how much i wish, want, hope, cry for, or pray......
Things would never again be the way they were. Things might change again don't get me wrong! and maybe that change will make things more pleasant! but even then, there would always be a sore spot where he bore a hole in my chest from all the false empty promises broken
and then the next moment shocked me instead of crying, tearing, or even being sad.
the strongest sense of calm came out and i looked out alittle further and said to no one in particular "wow well at least i know now so that there won't be any more surprises....."
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