Bipolar

One minute I was
Having the time of my life
In absolute ecstasy

Something in my mind happened
My happiness was replaced
By sadness, anger, guilt, and humiliation

Tears welled up in my eyes
As I collapsed to the ground
Sobbing uncontrollably

People come over
And ask me if I'm alright
Some thinking that I'm crazy

Am I crazy?
Are these constant highs and lows
Not normal?

I buried my snow white face
In my sleeves
And scurry away

Why the fuck
Did this always have
To happen?

I am so sick
And tired of
Always losing it

As long I was this way
My only salvation
Would be a pen and paper

Poem by Miss Murder-Way

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