and you killing yourself
promises that were never said, promises inside your head,images of beauty and love,
your shaking,
your bleeding as your crying
and
your praying as your dying
you know you're going staight to hell
killings a sin
and your killing yourself
giving up this fight,
claiming your own life,
ending this war
between you and this world.
few to many asprins, a bottle of cough syrup
and your feeling light in the head.
and the razorblade lies next to you
and your wrists are bleeding red
and you start to black out, and you wonder if its worth it, trying to stay
you pick up your phone, and dial 911,and you live another day.
they take you to the hospital,
your desperately in pain
they pump your stomach and cover your wrists
and they tell you your insane
they tell you you could have died
well, wasnt that the point? you say inside your mind
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