Its all true.

memories spin in my head,
as i hold tears at bay.
my head spins and npthing is clear,
i never thought it would turn out this way.
my heart skips too many beats,
and my breath is far too ragged.
i try to forget so many things,
and yet another memory is added.
this could possibly be called heart ache,
but im my own unhealthy cause.
things turned out wrong,
and so its become an unhappy clause.
i dont think i have ever smiled less,
and i know its all because i miss you.
im causing myself this pain,
but im willing to endure it for you.
you should feel special that i love you so,
you should feel glad that i have kept my promises.
i will never break them; ill have you know,
but this pain; you and i are the unlikely causes.
time ticks by as your face runs through my memories,
and my hear beats a little faster.
my smile that i have shown; its fake,
and on my face i have it plastered.

I miss you.
I love you.

Poem by jeanbean

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