Didn't Want You To See Me Cry
I want you to see through all my lies,I want you to know,
the bullshit I go through every day.
But how can I tell you?
I was lying there next to you,
we were practically skin to skin,
but I couldn't let you see me cry.
I held it in all day long,
waiting for you to drift off.
I cried myself to sleep,
battling with myself,
fighting with this other person inside of me.
But I couldn't tell you anything.
I didn't want you to see me cry.
So the next day,
when we awoke,
I acted like I was fine,
I told you everything was ok.
I wish you'd seen through me.
I was dying as we spoke,
all the urge to fight back was gone.
So I cut myself,
I finally gave in,
all because I didn't want you to see me cry
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