I just don't know...
Something must be wrong,all of the sudden i don'te feel so strong,
i suedd to smile, i sued to laugh
i used to do all kind of acts.
She calls me, she needs me
she tells me not to eat,
she says i dont need it
that i'll be reguarded.
I can't look at myself in the mirror
or i will cry cuz that girl there is not
the one it should be.
I should be bones and skin but i just don't fit
i know i'll never be so i'll just let it out...
I grab my scissors and start to cut, maybe the
fat i have inside will drain out of with the blood.
i wihs i wa slike her. i wish i had the strength
but i know i'll never be
just like Ana wants me to be.
so i cut everynight, hoping i'll lose my fat.
i know it won0tcome true but what can i do?
just a little escape and God! it feels so good
one cut here, one cut there no one will ever see
what those cuts mean to me.
NOTE: not a poem..i really don't kwno what it is.
this si the first time i EVER write..so yeah.
it sok if u don't like it but i jsut needed to let it out...
and i hope u enjoyed it in some way
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