More poems by TwiggyThunderstorm

Hate Me

Shut up and listen
I'm sick of you, I'm sick of me
Leave me alone, leave me be
You're not helping anything
You're making me worse
It's the truth, get used to it
it hurts.
Fuck you, fuck me
Stop telling me what to do
I don't even want to see you
Stop lying to me, you must think I'm stupid
Go away, go away, just fucking go away!
I despise you, I despise me
It's not okay, stop telling me it is
you lie...
You don't even know the half of it
You don't understand, and I doubt you ever will
my body, my mind
my precious life
I do what I want with it.
I'm tired of you, I'm tired of me
Stop your worrying, it's nothing
I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
Just let me die alone
Your pleads mean nothing
Your screams are skum
Let me be, let me be.
I loathe you, I loathe me
This world is dying without me
I wish to join
but not all of our needs are met
Not all of our dreams come true
Life's hard, tough shit
Can't take it? Then end it...
Stop pretending you wouldn't want me dead
I don't care
I'm killing myself slowly
Along with society.
I'm hurting you, I'm hurting me
It's taking too long, I want out now
It's my choice, I could give two shits about you
Shall it be a bullet to the brain
or a knife against the vein?
Stop talking me out of it
We all have to die sometime, anyway.
I'm killing you, I'm killing me
Leave me alone, stop screaming at me!
You're a fuck-up
a failure at life
You were my mistake
One mistake too many
This world sure is full of them
I wish you were dead.
I regret you, I regret me
My life means nothing
You're pushing me over the edge
For better
or for worse?
If you wish to make me happy
Then pull the trigger
Push me off the edge and watch me fall
You're pathetic
Just let me be
Let me die, let me die
I hate you, I hate me.