Realizing
Cant you tell that i loved you alot,I gave so much, but just wasnt enough,
I played the fool, found out the truth,
That my feelings werent the right one for you...
I came on each day just to be with you,
we role-played the "draw with me" characters just me and you,
i thought it was fun and so did you,
but ended up all being a lie,
til you told me the truth...
Finding out that he was the one,
Made me tremble inside just like a fallen sun,
I listen to the fireworks and stare at the night time sky,
And all i can think about is you saying goodbye.
I sit on my bed all alone,
Surrounded by darkness with nothing shinning only the night lit moon...
Ella, do you realize how i feel?
Sometimes i wonder,
if what im living in today is actually real...
P.S Im happy for you and Mike but just...
Seeing you together, with how much effort i put in...
Just to get to you...
Knowing you ignored my feelings...
Made me realize...
I did the second most terrible mistake in my life...
Lieing to you & Falling in love...
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