Sea of lies
Voices in my headsick of pretending, its a shame
I can't be this girl anymore, who holds it all together
my parents thought, i could be so much better
i can't see myself in the mirror anymore
the stranger it looks into my core
so afriad of letting you all see
what its like to be the real me
(and i!) am drowning in this sea of my won lies
(and i!) dont wanna be depraved any longer
if i hold on to this false pretense for more
ill fail, ill fall to the floor
I just dont wanna feel alone
I inflict the pain, because i dont wanna be hurt
I dont want to be the girl who avoids her dreams because she is scared of her nightmares
keepng up this barrier to hide myself
and the cracked mirror of my imagination
shows shards of my true colours
(and i!) am drowning in this sea of my won lies
(and i!) dont wanna be depraved any longer
if i hold on to this false pretense for more
ill fail, ill fall to the floor
I just dont wanna feel alone
Tired of being something im not
but im so afriad of being caught
the other side of me
she wishes to be free
i dont want to keep pretending anymore
it hurts so much, but its not enough
(and i!) am drowning in this sea of my won lies
(and i!) dont wanna be depraved any longer
if i hold on to this false pretense for more
ill fail, ill fall to the floor
I just dont wanna feel alone
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