Do you know what its like to be me?
Do you know what its like to be me?Do you know how is feels to want to cry?
How is feels to wish to die?
What its like to live in darkness every day?
How it feels to hear "You're not good enough; No one loves you; No one needs you; No one needs you; No one wants you; You'll never be loved; You don't deserve life" and actually believe it?
How it feels to want to show how much it hurts, but not be able to?
How it feels to want to hurt people like they hurt you, but not be able to?
What its like to reply to compliments with "You're lying to me; Thats not true; No I'm not; I am not; Not true."?
To want tosay thank you, but not be able to get those two simple words past you lips?
What its like to have everyone take it for granted when you just look down and blush, muttering thank you, when that barely ever happens?
How it feels to be told you aren't worth anything?
To actually believe that when they say it?
To listen to people put you down every single day?
To hear it so much that you actually start believing it?
To think you aren't worth the ground you walk on?
To think you aren't even worth dirt?
I do.
And that? Isn't even the beginning of what its like to be me.
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