What You Say, and What You Do.
You tell me you want me to be happy,but you never give me the chance.
You want me to have friends,
you just don't want it to hurt your plans.
You know I will always love you mom,
and I know you'll always love me.
But how much you love me,
is not always clear.
Some times I wish I could read minds,
that way I could know how you truly feel.
But at the same time,
I don't ever want to know,
because I'm scared,
I wont like the answer.
You hurt me mom,
you always do.
and I don't know how to tell you.
A lot of people do worse to me,
but it will never hurt as bad,
as when you make me sad.
You mean more to me than all those people.
Thats why it hurts so much more.
And you'll never realize,
whats going on behind my eyes,
until its to late to tell,
The tears well up,
my face falls.
Its so hard,
to deal with this.
And you're the only one
who will never ever know.
What you do,
and what you say,
will never make sense to me.
But in my heart,
I will always love you,
Even if you don't love me.
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