Crazy
punishment for what?doing nothing wrong?
doing everything I am told,
even if it means pain?
I have no choice
If I don't then HE does
It is the worst feeling ever
Entrapment
I'm going crazy
In this house, its like Jail
never being able to do what I want
never going outside
always doing whatever I am told
never getting much sleep
I never see my friends anymore
its like I am one big secret
no one wants me to be known
they are afraid
afraid that one day i will overpower them
I will eventually win
The pain gets worse over time
It seems it will never end
I cause pain to get rid of pain
its the only way I know
I need to get out
I am going crazy
shaking because I need love
seeing things
hearing things
never knowing what is real
and what is imagination
I am never going to get out
out of this world
this life
there is only one way
but I am too chicken to do it
I am eventually going to be completely crazy
always giving in to temptation
temptation to hurt myself
hurting myself stops him
stops him from hurting me
it makes me forget what he has done
I need to get out of this Jail
I need to get out of this life
I need to get help
help....help won't work
it never does
it never has
so many people try to help
they just make it worse....
I am seriously going crazy!!!
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