I Just Want To Be Me
I Just Want to be MeI changed for you,
I pretended too.
I did it all,
just to please you.
I'm always seen,
as something I'm not.
To me it seems,
quite a loss.
I don't even know,
who I am anymore.
You took every part of me,
you promised to keep me safe.
But you lied to me,
every word,
every look,
every promise,
was a lie.
I just want to be me,
not anyone else.
I want to find,
my old self.
You took from me,
all that mattered,
and now my world,
seems to have shattered.
As I look back now,
I see my stupidity.
You broke me,
and you don't even care.
I'm more than a mess now,
and you just keep making it worse.
You weren't a blessing,
just a curse.
I realize now,
you never loved me,
never cared at all,
about me.
You said you'd never hurt me,
you lied.
I promised I'd never hate you,
I lied.
You made promises,
that you didn't keep.
So what's it to you,
If I break a few?
You didn't care then,
and you obviously don't now.
So does it matter.
if I break down?
I am gone,
so its time to find,
a new me,
that will leave you behind.
A me that had my old qualities,
but still is new,
and better than you.
I am going to be,
a better me.
And prove to you,
that I deserve better.
and then I'll warn,
that girl that you "love",
about your lies,
Until she to,
hopes you die.
You took the very best of me,
without a care,
don't you see,
what you've done to me?
I'm so far gone,
that i'm beyond being saved.
Its all your fault,
that I'm this way.
Feel some guilt!
Feel some remorse!
I'll continue to shout,
until i'm hoarse.
eventually,
I'll be able to move on,
but you'll always just be,
that stupid jerk,
that keeps breaking my heart.
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