"the day that said goodbye"
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING IN A DAZE I WANTED TO SLEEP AND DREAM AGAIN BUT I WAS FORCED I GOT UP AND GOT READY FOR THE DAY I HAD BREAKFAST WTCHED TV AND THEN WENT TO SCHOOL IT WAS A LONG WALK TO SCHOOL BUT I LIKED IT IT GAVE ME TIME TO THINK I THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN TODAY AND WAT I WAS GONNA DO THIS WEEK END I HAD TIME TO MYSELF TO THINK OUT LOUD OR CRY DO WATEVER I NEEDED TO USUALLY I THOUGHT ABOUT RANDOM THINGS BUT TODAY WAS ONE SUBJECT THIS BOY IN MY CLASS HES CUTE AND I SORT OF HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM I HAVENT TOLD ANYONE YET SO I FIGURED I WOULD TO TALK ABOUT IT ON MY WALK I THOUGHT AND I THOUGHT AND I WAS COMING CLOSE TO SCHOOL SO I WRAPPED UP MY THOUGHTS AND WENT IN SIDE I WAVED AND WALKED DOWN THE CROWDED HALL NOT NOING WERE MY FEET WERE TAKING ME I ENDED UP A COUPLE OF FEET AWAY FROM HIM I WAS NERVOUS BUT Y SHOULD I BE HES MY FRIEND RIGHT SO I GAVE HIM A WAVE AND A SMILE AND MOVED ON I TOLD MY FRIEND AND SHE THOUGHT I SHOULD TELL HIM BUT I SAID NO BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID HE WOULDNT WANT TO BE MY FRIEND ANYMORE SO I BRUSHED IT OFF AND CONTINUED ON WITH MY DAY THEN WE WERE DISMISSED AND I WAS WALKING AND HE CAME RUNNING UP BEHIND ME HE STARTED WALKING WITH ME AND TALKING WITH ME AND WE TALKED ALL THE WAY HOME AND WE MUST HAVE WENT IN A CIRCLE TWELVE TIMES BECAUSE WE PAST THE SAME YELLOW HOUSE TWELVE TIMWES BUT I DIDNT CARE THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME U REALLY TALKED TO ME BESIDES A HI I WAS ONLY PRT LISTENING AND I WAS THINKING PLEASE DONT LET THIS DAY END I DONT WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE THEN WE SOME HOW MADE OUR WAY TO MY STREET AND I NEW MY MOM WOULD HAVE A SPASM IF SHE SAW ME WITH HIM SO I STRUGGLED TO SAY GOOD BYE AT THAT MOMMENT BUT IT FINNALLY MADE ITS WAY OUT I WALKED DOWN THE STREET REALLY SLOW TRYING TO GO OVER OUR CONVERSATION IN OUR HEAD WEN I WENT INSIDE I WENT STRAIGHT TO MY ROOM AND WROTE IN MY DIARY THERE WOULD BE NO OTHER DAY LIKE TODAY I JUST DIDNT WANT IT TO END AND AS THE LIGHT TURNED TO DARK I BURIED MY FACE IN MY PILLOW AND WISH THIS DAY WOULDNT END ONE LAST TIME BUT AS MY EYES CLOSED SLOWLY I NEW IT WAS COMING TO AND END SO I LAID THERE AND THOUGHT ABOUT MY DAY ONCE LAST TIME ANDTURNED TO THE DARK SKY AND SAID TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER BUT UNFORTUNATELY IT MUST NOW SAY GOOD BYE I FELL ASLEEP LOOKING IN TO THE FAR DISTANCE OF THE NIGHT SKY AND DREAMT ABOUT THE DAY THAT SAID GOODBYE......
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