More poems by A;notSoPrettyFace

I Missed You So Much

We were five
And played everyday
We grew up together
We were like sisters.
I knew more about you than anyone
You knew more about me than anyone
I loved you to death.
I would even take a bullet for you.
But one terrible day
We were out at the park
Just me and you
This strange man walked up to us
And took you away.
I tried to run home but I couldnt
I tripped and fell and cried.
All the possible things he could be doing to you
Were running through my head.
I thought I heard you scream
But it was Satan playing dirty tricks.
I prayed every night for you
I thought about you everyday
I really wanted to see you again
But I knew it wouldnt happen.
Several months later
Cops had found you still alive
You got to come back home.
You and your mom came to my house.
I cried when I saw your face
It was tears of joy.
This time I wont let you go.
Ill protect you next time.
Now we were 12.
We went to the park to hang
That very same man saw us
He followed us to your house.
It was late at night
We heard weird noises
They stopped for a while.
We fell asleep and he came in
He took you away again.
But this time I had no clue.
I awoke to see you gone.
I cried and screamed for your mom.
She woke and held me tight.
Months later again.
We found you at that park.
But this time you had cuts and bruises
We rushed to the hospital
Where they made you all better.
A week later we sit on my bed
Parents come in and tell us its ok.
Nothing will happen again.
And thats its all over.
No worries.

[please dont ask about who it is.. it still hurts to talk about it]