I'm Jewish, He's male and I'm a lesbian ...She's also underage

Save all my pretty little words
For the rainiest of days
I'm only a quater sober
What the fuck does it matter
Anyone can see whatever
I'm surprised I even got the password right
It's not like your validations mean ANYTHING
So unreasonable
I'm Jewish, He's Male
And I'm a lesbian
...She's also underage
Sarcasm can't be your defence forever
You
Both of you
And I can't change you
I want so much to pretend you're ok
I pray all the time
That I'll never be you
Oh God how I pray
That I'll see sense and end my life
Before I ever end up as half of what you are
Please
You're the last I want to be
And marriage is..
A curse
A way of saying
'I get all your shit when you die'
Or words to that effect
Don't want to let your kids down?
Daddy's little girl?
Your treasure son who loves his daddy
He wants to rule the world
Is it too late to find someone new?
Going to be alone for ages to come
And to this fake matrimonial bondage
Together you succumb
You know you hate her ways
She's ugly but horrible
But you still don't want to let her down
Don't worry I hate her too
And I hate you
An evil on all sides
Fucking arse hole
We've officially killed love
I've lost all faith
But you're all alike
Hide in my room
Hide in a hole
Where every move I make feels
Amplified
Like it's not me
And the world will end shortly
Away
Away from all the laughing faces
All the stupid haircuts
All the rejected pleases
Please
Please for fuck sake let me have it just this once!
I owe you everything
But I'll happily owe you more
Just give me this
This is
For you
And you
And you
A mixture
An ensemble
And to all of you that are too tough
To let creativity shine through
FUCK YOU
I told my dad he wasn't worth words
SHUT THE FUCK UP
We'll talk about this in the morning...

Ring ring...ring ring
Delayed once again...

Poem by InsideOutGirl

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