Being Beautiful Isn't As Easy As It Sounds.

Pretty.
Cute.
Adorable.
Gorgeous.
BEAUTIFUL.
Thats All I've Ever Wanted.
Skin Deep.
Rushing Over Me.
Pain.
But It'll Be Worth It.
I Just Want To Be Beautiful.
No Insecurities.
Screw It.
I'll Do Anything.
Why?
Why Can't I Be Beautiful Like The Models In The Magazines?
Why Can't I Be Glamourous?
Or Even Fucking Pretty?
I'll Try.
The Pain Is Worth It.
I Know It Is.
Soon, I'll Be Beautiful.
Soon.
Fire Rushes Over Me.
Through My Body.
Fingers Down My Throat.
Unethical.
Unpractical.
Unnatural.
That's Probably What You Think.
I Feel Okay Now.
I'm Losing Weight.
I'm Going To Be Beautiful.
The Pain.
I'll Deal With It.
The Burning.
My Throat Isn't As Important As Being Beautiful Is.
The Thirst.
The Hunger.
The Pain.
It All Adds Up.
I Suffer Through This For One Reason.
To Be Beautiful.
The Pain.
It Will All Be Worth It.
I Tell Myself.
It Will Be.
I Will Be Beautiful.
I Will Be.
Soon.
Soon.
Soon.

Poem by MyPanic!Romance

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