Finally Broken
I thought that I could walk on my own,Believed I was strong enough to make it.
I look back now,
And wish I could change the past.
I used you as my support,
But thought I could do without.
I don't exactly understand why,
Because I know I need you.
I claim that I'm strong,
Say that everythings' fine.
Know that I can survive...
But I'm only existing, not living.
I'm starting to show my weak side.
Though I'd do anything to turn it around.
i talk to my missing support group,
And my barrier is finally broken.
My fake smile completely crumbles,
My feet are to heavy to take another step.
The tears I'd been hiding finally fall.
And theres nothing I can do.
You may not be my "life long best friends"
But you're the only ones I've got.
I'm afraid and alone,
But too stubborn to admit it.
I cried myself to sleep,
Because I'm too weak to keep fighting.
I've finally been broken.
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