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Not Worth It

You tell me I need to make up my mind.
But you refuse to see that I already have.
I do want you in my life,
But not the way you'd like.

The whole situation is way too complicated.
All the sneaking around,
Lying to my family.
It just isn't worth it.

We never see each other,
We only talk over IM.
It would never work.

you claim that I'm "the best"
But what happens when somebody else walks by?
How would our relationship change?
I dont want to be hurt again.

You say that,
If I fall you fall.
If I break, so do you.

But it wont happen that way.
You wont even notice,
But I'd have already crumbled.

I'm just not ready to jump.
I don't have enough trust.
Its all dissolved.
But I know....

You wouldn't catch me if I fell.
Poem by The.nOn.LoVeR