Catalyst To My Decomposition
I know you're just waitingjust waiting for something to break,
bend me- bend me
until it's all I can take.
You study the cracks in my expression-
checking for a spot to put the ice pick.
Chip away at my safety.
The way you break me down just makes me sick.
I wish I could run away-
get away from your cold calculation,
because it's slowly killing me.
I'm sick of all this frustration.
When the weather changes
I study the coldness in your face.
It only speeds up the process.
It's the catalyst in this race.
So build me up,
tear me down.
I'll smile all the while.
I'll hide my knowing frown.
Cause baby you never realize
what you do to me.
Just kill me softly. Just make me bleed.
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