Guardian Angel

we used to fight
we used to try to kill eachother
thats what siblings do right?
we grew closer after it happened
before that happened she was susidal
cutting herself
crying herself to sleep
I would scilently hear her cry
but I wasn't going to be her 'Guardian Angel'
I was being a idiot, small and selfish
then almost three years ago she tried to kill herself
I read it online
I cried and cried
so mad at myself not doing anything
so happy that God didn't let her kill herself
I prayed and cried
thanking God for this mericle
realizing that I need to be her 'Guardian Angel'
guarding her from the bad things
she's a guardian angel for many susidal people
helping at a suside hotline
my parents don't know about her real reason for it
heck they didn't know about her being susidal
luckily she is past that stage
and on to her next
I still pray to God at night to keep her strong
she's a inspiration to me
she keeps me sane in this broken household
one day she'll be out of the house
she'll be happy to be away from him
and on her own
and even when I'm still living here
I'll still be watching over her

Poem by Abitale

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