I burried myself, this is the life i chose...

i dont really like my life...
but i guess i cant complain..
i chose this life...
this way people treat me.
i burried myself.
i sit alone in my room all day.
dont even leave for school...
i ran away from that.
i isolate myself from everyone...
and wonder why nobody pays any attention to me.
i always feel lonely...
unwanted and un-inportant....
and at times ive always wondered why...
but...
i come to realized,
i chose this lonely outcasted life,
seemingly unwanted by my own family.
they think everythings fine with me...
they dont know how i feel..
what i do to myself.
but then again...
why should they care?
they dont even see their own daughter much...
maybe 5 minutes a day if not that much..
yes im lonely....
feel unwated and un-important...
but..
what can i do about it?
this is the life i chose.

Poem by AkikoTamashii

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