"the hate you make me feel"
“The hate you make me feel”When I was little I didn’t know who you really were but that was your own fault. You divorced my mom, your wife, just so you could be with some little bitch that you met. So I would visit you and almost every time I saw you she was pregnant. So now I have 3 more siblings. You come to visit and so do I. now you moved further out of my reach. I want, and think, I know the real you but now its pointless because if you’re the person your showing me then I don’t want to know you. We used to have nice conversations and I would find out how my younger siblings are but now all we do is fight. I don’t even get a chance to ask how they are because you start talking about either my grandma or how I don’t like your wife for reasons that aren’t even real. I hate how you always pick a fight and how you aim for my weak spots. Its bad enough you put pressure on me to get good grades but now I have to deal with you talking about my grandma, your mother, in a rude manner. You said jade it sounds like you love your grandma more than me and sad enough I wanted to yes, so bad but then I didn’t because I didn’t want you yelling at me because it was my birthday. Then you brought your bitchy wife into the conversation. I asked you to drop it because it was my birthday and I wanted to be happy and you said then be happy i’m not doing anything i’m not yelling at you which by the way is a bunch of BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!! So I hung up on your ass I signed off and I shut my laptop because I didn’t even want to look at my computer after the way you made me feel and It was on my birthday the day my mother gave birth to me and you make me sad and you make me cry and then you say you’re not doing anything. I really really didn’t want to say this okay but your making me because I wanted to be able to trust you again but that just did it so now i’m gonna say it……….. “I HATE YOU DAD” I officially and absolutely hate you. And its all your fault because I didn’t want to hate you I tried and I gave you so many chances but you ruined my birthday the supposite happiest day of my life and I wanted to forgive you but not anymore because my patience for you just exploded. I’m done. that’s it no more i’m done with your games. I’m gonna make my happiness with out you.
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